It's a long long journey Till I know where I'm supposed to be It's a long long journey And I don't know if can believe When shadows fall and block my eyes I am lost and know that I must hide It's a long long journey Till I find my way home
Many days I've spent driffing on Through empty shores Wondering what's my purpose wondering how to make me strong I know I will falter , I know I will cry And I need to be close to
Sometimes it feels no one understand I don't even know why I do the things I do when prides bulids me up till I can't see my soul Will you break down this walls and pull me through
Cause it's a long long journey till I feel that I'm worth the price You paid for me on calvary beaneath those stromy skies
When satan mocks and friends turn to foes It feels like everthing is out to make me lose control IT's a long long journey Till i find my way home to ...to
Sunday, April 11, 2010 ♥ 7:12 AM
HOORAY MUMMY IS BACK!! :DDDDDDDD Happy to the max. hahas finally after 3 weeks of torture...(im exaggerating) these 3 weeks...hmm how shall i say... quite a goood learning experience. to be more independent, in terms of doing housework (loads) and also handling stress and problems. although my sis took care of most of the housework, the main bulk. we still needed to do more than when mum was around. then, i realise we were actually quite pampered. D: (esp my younger sis ah) -shakes head- yeah about handling stress... seriously i was finding it very difficult to handle exam stress and housework at the same time. it seems that i really do not have enough time to do both. but i cannot neglect any of them. :( my results sucked in the end. but i think it was my own fault. since it was own decision to start the revision only one week before the common tests.>< JUNE COMMON TESTS!!!! i must really start alr. haiz. time management is really important. come to think of it. i think my results are really not up to standard. it is the worse so far. (since i entered jc) demoralising. i shall strive on! :D jiayous!
new clothes makes me happy :D and ytd i got a whole load of new clothes. cos my mum bought it for me. of course my sis also got their share. (: yeah i like like likes my new clothes. but theres one dress. small flowery pattern. D: not used to it yet. lolols. i look like some fragile lady. damn funny. hahahs. it was like some fashion show ytd. three of us were like trying out all the new clothes and parading into the living room and model for out parents to see. lolols. modelling is not an easy job. after trying out all of the clothes, i felt exhausted. seriously! LOLOL. it is amazing i can fit into the shirt that my mum bought for my 11 year old cousin. hahas. deciding whether to steal it from her anot. XP hee hee hee.
ate at a chinese restaurant in century square after fetching my mum from the airport. surprisingly the food was nicer than we thought. my sis was complaining why we go to a chinese restaurant at first. hahas. 避风塘 was the name of the restaurant. hmm overall ytd was happy happy wonderfool~
however today was just routine. nothing interesting happened. dreading mon. >< just a few hours again. its always like this. for the first few years of the different level of school life i will always look forward to going to school everyday. however, the last few years of them, i will no longer have such longing. its weird. its a permanent trend i think. D; haiz. dunno? may tmr be a great day! :D
