okay this is going to be a long long post. i think. first let me start with what happened during our presentation on thurs. it was our second OP presentation, first one after the promos. Mr Ho was our assessor that day. two days before the presentation, he was saying that he will give critical comments and give us very difficult qns. this somehow made me quite nervous before the presentation. moreover, i was very worried abt the presentation method we are going to use. it was using the IR pen. and we have to control the slides ourselves. i was worried that we wld be distracted from this presentation style as we have to control everything ourselves. however, some of the grp members seems to be okay with it. so i thot it will be alrite. HOWEVER, just as expected. problems occurred during the presentation. Firstly, we took very long setting up the whole thing. cos its quite a complex thing. i can tell that mr ho's patience was wearing off,as the time goes. secondly, when naf was presenting as the first speaker, she already have trouble clicking the thing from the screen. although rest of her presentation went okay. BUT, when it was my turn. it was when the problem shows. DAMN OBvious. somehow, i cannot change the slide AT ALL!! i was so scared and didnt know wad to do. in the end i had to turn for help....it was damn screwed. so in the end, he had to help me change the slide from the com....the impression he gave was like, it was our fault for not being able to use the tech. also him changing the slide wasnt of much help cos he didnt know my slides at all. thus the slides does not correspond to wad im talking at all. all the time, i see mr ho shaking his head. i was feeling so pissed. then it was yx's turn. the most absurd thing was that halfway through his presentation. he stopped changing the slides for him after the wii remote dropped from the stand. i really dunno what he is thinking. in the end yx had to change the slides himself. after we saw that, naf went to help him. while he sat there -.- dunno doing wad. well, so the presentation goes on. when it was his turn. he sat down there and presented. -.- all i can do is -.- --.-- stupid la. haiz. so of course the comments were bad. but it wasnt as harsh as i thot. maybe cos mr ho was too disappointed in us. after the presentation, he just packed his things and left w/o saying a word.
so we went to edit our wr. from twoplusthree to six plus. in btw we told mr tan wad happened and all. yeps. so after that we went to katong with the other grps to print. as we heard that it was better or cheaper to print there? in the end, i rather not go there. we spent SO MUCH TIME THERE. simply to get everything rite. okay first. we were damn suay! we printed at the wrong shop and in the end, the wr came out with uneven borders. it was unacceptable. we called mr tan and asked. then in the end. we had to bargain and talk through with the shop auntie. she looks as if she is going to beat us up and even sweared. it was quite scary. heng our gp got yunqi and naf such ppl. lols if not we wld have to pay so much for sth useless. but we also paid extra for the black&white copy. so we went to print at the other shop. by the time. another grp came and in the end they printed first and there was no prob. we thot our first print in the second shop wad okay. we even walked down the escalator before the other grp realised the pages were coming off. this was due to the mistake in punching the binding holes too near the side of the page. that time it was alr 8 plus. so i have to call my mum again, it was alr the 4th or 5th time i called her to say i'll have to stay later. in the end we waited until 10 plus, the printing wasnt done yet. then, my mum called and she was really angry. i really had to go alr. so we left before the wr was printed. me and sherry shared a cab. and we waited for more than 20 mins for it to come. then when i reached home. my mum misunderstood me. she thot i purposely delayed to come home. so in the end. i cldnt take it and broke down in front of my dad. it was uncontrollable. seriously, all the water just came out. it lasted for more than 30 mins i think. hence i had swollen eyes today. -.- damn ugly. haiz. but now i feel much much better. seriously. well maybe not alot. but better better. then mum was angry at me. but i told her all the things that happened and she was able to understand. i love you mum. :D actually she got worked up at me. is cos she was worried abt me. i realised. now i really feel that family is so impt when you need someone to support you. it really matters alot, when someone tries to understand you and help you to think thru it properly and calm you down when you are at a lost. it really gives comfort when my dad and sis hugged me. i felt the warmth. the feeling really sucks when misunderstandings happens in a family. cos they are the ones who will always be there for you no matter wad. thus i really felt so glad that the misunderstandings were cleared today, when i told them everything that happpened ytd.
and wad was the most stupid thing is that. we have an economics proj!!!!! and initially, we had to decide on the groupings ourselves. when everyone decided to stick with their pw grps. this is when i felt terrible. i dun wan!!!!! >< >< den in the end went to request ms wong to group us into groups. this is only fair. the rest agreed before we asked her. in the end i was v suay. arranged to rubbishbin grp. -.- henng yx swapped with me. now im relieved. no more stupidppl. hope these ppl will learn their lesson. but i bet it will take them a lifetime to do so. we can only learn from this experience. jiayous!! we must move along. yeps.
i felt really stupid. last time i even thot it was sad that our relationship turned out this way. now, i dun really care anymore. i alr gave up. i just want to get it over and done with. yes.
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Thursday, October 22, 2009 ♥ 6:10 AM
okay. now all i want to say is back super super pain super super super pain. cos i fell down ONCE during the inline skating. hahas. it was actually quite fun, but tiring. cos like 3 hours straight. under the hot hot sun. now everybody is like sunburnt and tanned. i also became dark. >< haiz. OP rehearsals coming. OP real presentation also coming. all the things coming. damn sians. so tired. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
tmr still got sports carnival hahas. joined tug-of-war for inter CG. i think i cannot make it lah. lols. then joined floorball, for inter house. hahas. gonna end school late. but sports is real fun. if you know how to play lah. hahahs.
oh yah before we went home. we went to bounce bounce bounce on the foosball setup. cos its like those kind of things you see in pasar malam. dunno if its spelt liddat. hahas. so we were sitting on it then sj and jm and yx keep jumping on it. making sherry scream everytime she hopped upwards. hahas. damn funny. :D:D so funn..
4-way captain's ball was ok la. hahas. i joined for the first round. i was the captain leh. not bad. hahas. but kena hit in the face by a ball once. lucky not pain. hahas. then caught quite alot of balls and our team managed to allow leoclub to play the winners match where different members played. however, i dun think leo won. hahas. nvm la. its for the fun of playing together. (: ohyah and saw a giant grasshopper on the fence when we were slacking ard after the game. it was damn big. >< scary. hahahs
kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk byebye world.
Saturday, October 17, 2009 ♥ 8:06 AM
today was a fun day!!! yeps. morning was leo meeting. on a public holiday, there was a leo meeting. yah. leos are so hardworking hahas. anw, an unexpected thing happened. cos i thot the leo meeting was gonna be quite slack as usual with the lecture style ....thingy. then it was not slack at all. cos the meeting was about the CHINGAY PARADE. at first can choose whether to be an user, dancer or flagbearer. but in the end, all of the leos become dancers. i think.. then we are gonna perform that two nights. and it going to be telecasted on tv.. LIVE somemore. i cant imagine. like suddenly got this thing lols. after ms wong told us, we immediately went to learn the dance steps. and its SAMBA dance steps leh. lols. actually those dance steps are very simple and easy. so that we can follow la. but still need some coordination. i guess its gonna be quite exciting? hahas. hope it will turn out well. but anw, the whole thing was so tiring cos we prac dance for 3 hrs? about there. then at 2... we were released and went for lunch at the hawker opp TJC. however, i felt quite sian, cos keep eating the food there then dunno wad to eat. so decided to drink bubble tea for lunch. kathy follow suit.but the auntie mixed up her order, in the end she got the sour plum ice blended which was quite horrible. >< hahas. and my milk tea was nice unlike the usual taste(thats what she says) lols. after eating and drinking, we went to play at the badminton court. ohyah, yx joined us during lunch so he brought along with him 3 rackets. yeps. badminton. :D:D that was wad i was looking forward to the whole day. cos since before promos i wanted to play alr. but nobody pei me. but today played until shuang. hahas. but play with kathy halfway then leg suddenly cramp dunno why. wahhh, seriously very pain. after awhile okay le, but then few moments later, it came back, but not as serious. then went off again. aiyah.. lols. but the whole play time was still fun. though the sun was damn bright. after that yx said beatrice's grp coming. hahs. then more ppl joined us. it was fun! play until damn tired. then 6 plus then go home. they all...or we all play until damn hard. as a result, two of my shuttle cocks become so destroyed. until the feathers dropped out. lols. haiz nvm. then i left for home. while some of them stayed for dinner. feel so tired, but happy. cos very shuang.
haiz tmr got pw meeting. should go sleep soon. :D must wake up earlier to help dad do facial. nights!!
YYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!! PROMOS IS OVER! :D whoohoo. :D:D:D:D actually i dunno why, the sense of relieve that i always feel after promos is not as strong this time. compared to last time, everytime after any big exams i will feel like i just remove a heavy burden from my shoulders. however, this time is not the same. :S maybe because we still have pw to tackle. yeps op to be exact. >< scary... just few more weeks left. well i hope i can do a good job.
okay wait first i need to help my mum go do laundry. okay back.
hmm...yeps so one down one more to go. one refer to promo and one refer to pw. zzz. i never thot that it would be such a hard thing. i always felt that group work is so fun. that was before i got to know pw. hahas. last time i always looked forward to my pw meetings. seriously. but now, everything has changed. like everybody is dreading to have one. i dunno why. but i feel that we sld have one soon. >< yeps.
okay back to the happy stuffs. today after the paper. we went to eat. first, like we always do, we stoned and kept asking everyone where we going, what we eating all that. blahblah. then we walked all the way to bedok interchange. on the way we kept coming up with suggestions and blah blah... then in the end, the girls decided to go eat FISH AND CO. whereas the boys, who complained to have no money, decided to follow us to tm and then decide where to eat. yeps so we were separated. they went to eat bbq chicken. hmm ... FISH AND CO was so nice!! <333 loves it. hahahs esp the sotong yah. then we shared a strawberry cheesecake. yumyum. i nv liked cheesecakes.but this one seems to suit my taste. XP however, after eating, i felt like my stomach v pain. then went to the toilet twice. in the end also nothing happen. after awhile then okay alr. hahas. i thot i was gonna have a stomach upset. but no, nothing happened. :D after that we ended up walking around aimlessly, basically looking at sports stuffs. and saw a damn nice bag. hahas. naf and sherry was like 'fighting over it' welll then went to toy'r'us. lols. and sherry made herself lose face!!! wahhahhahas. (hello?hello?) damn funny!
then went home. hahas. then after that have bak ku teh for dinner. damn full. >< but it was awesome. :D:D
yeps looking forward to tmr. hope i can go. ^^ got leo tmr. zzzz cannot sleep too late today. kays kays.
picture of sisters and my cousins :D
Wednesday, October 14, 2009 ♥ 8:23 AM
yes, i have one more paper to go. math. on friday. after that will be happiness, for awhile. cos, still got pw and other things to worry about.zzzz hahas. but i cant wait for promos to end. >< i want to go shopping and play badminton and do alot of stuff. hahas yes yes yes. just two more days. :D:D
haiz, i shant talk about the papers. cos it just make me feel that i havnt given my best. cos of time management.
haizzzzz......... okay. friday going to eat. yeps yeps. dunno going where. so excited hahahas.
woooohoooo. okay lah quite late le, should go sleep. :D byes.
Saturday, October 03, 2009 ♥ 7:44 AM
hello people. this while week has been so busy, i dun even have the time to blog lor. now then have a bit of time. lols okay, on mon, mr Tan told us that we gonna start on op rehearsals and want every group to be ready to present by weds. he said he is going to randomly pick a group on that day. so, our group, which has done nothing for op. starts to worry. immediately, we decided to stay back after school to do the ppt and all that day. we went to yaoxiang's house to do. and his mother cooked dinner for us. it was nice :D yah. so that day. went home only at 9 . reached home about 10 alr. damn tired. cos after that, cant do hw, cant sleep, must do pw. zzzzzz
okay so, on tues, was another day, of pw worrying, cos we didnt manage to finish the slides on mon. (it wasnt possible to do so) yeps, so all the editting of slides and so on, made me so tired. i slept at 2 am. woke up at 6.30? cos it was a late day on wed, so i wasnt late for school. actually i had to go to school myself, but i was going to be late for school if my dad didnt fetch me there. lols. in the morning i felt so stress, so i .... anw, the whole day i was v tired. i kept wanting to sleep esp during math lecture. its like nothing went in, you know why cos i took damn long to do the p&c tut. but anw, almost everybody was tired on wed, cos it was the 'big day' afterall. seeing everyone so sleepy and lifeless made me lifeless too. hahas. and then comes the pw lesson.
YOU KNOW WAD!! we were damn heng, i mean our pw group. cos before we went into the room, mr TAN alr picked a group, from a pile of randomly mixed folded paper. and that group WAS 093.. our group. my heart was beating v fast lor. lols. in the end, after some bargaining from our group, mr TAN decided to choose again. this time, with every group in the room, to ensure fairness. and taadaa~~ beatrice's group was chosen. heng heng heng. i can only thank them. cos i really didnt have the energy to present on that day. although it may be better for us to get over and done with it fast and conc on promos alr. haiz. i guess theres always an opportunity cost for everything. haiz. so after wed. it was less stressful. but once i think abt the promos and the coming mon and wed that we may have to present. i start to stress again. i wasnt even that stress when it was nearing olevels.
thurs, i think no big thing. a relatively more relax day. hahahas. fri was running. 2.4 in the morning. i think i improved by abt one min lor. not bad. my lower leg muscle gonna get big alr. i dun wan lah. lols. keep running.
today mooncake festival but nv go play. feels weird. they going play tmr. but i dunno if i got time >< ahhhhhhhhhhhh ohyah today also went to the dentist, polished and clean my teeth. and tightened. as usual
kays. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh tmr still got pw. zzzzzzzzzzz
