okay this week is a v tiring week. mainly cos i had pilot test and 2 tests this week. and both of the tests are on heavy topics. so need to study alot. ZZZZZZ...and cos of pilot test... there are many days that we need to stay back in school and cant go home and revise so time is limited . moreover, when i get back, usually i will be too tired. if i dun nap for 25 mins. i can even survive until 8 i tell you. hahas but nvm. this is part and parcel of growing and learning how to manage your time and blah blah blah. aiyah. i dunno how to say.. lols cos my brain is not funcioning now. im v tired. cos today first thing in the morning alr must run 1.8km. last even even better, it was a 'SHORT RUN' a 3.2 km run. run until you die i tell you. we have to run even though we alr completed the napfa test. hmm...i guess, this is tj's style. so as to make all of us fit. lols. but i dun think im v fit yet. hahas
okay so today. alot of remedialssssss, by econs, i alr...blur blur le. cannot think properly. then by the time math hor...i totally some parts cannot get it le. LOL nvm. i shall go revise. ahhh promos are so near. i cant wait for it to be over. but at the same time im scared of its arrival. other jcs have alr started on their promos, i realised our sch quite lag.. dunno why also. aiyah dun care lah. i just need to start preparing alr. ><
OHYAH!!! tmr going to naf's house im quite excited :D:D the naf still say wad gonna ask the security guard let everyone in xcept me. <.< always bully me. today still roll on top of me during pe. zhen shi de. all your sweat and bo on me alr. LOL. stupid naf. LOL. i bet you will see this sooner or later. but i know you still lurbbbxxx me (wad you always say) LOL. xP
okay i dunno wad is this about. if anybody knows, please tell me. lols.
no matter what happens. we must rmb to smile. :D smile and overcome all the obstacles. ^^
[random: yellow up dunno how to smile. lols. <.<]
Monday, September 21, 2009 ♥ 8:36 AM
hello world. im happy today. :D:D:D:D cos i got alot of new clothes. wahahahahs. and all v nice de. as my cousins fren came to spore from hk to see his gg, he helped my aunt to pass some things to my mum. hahas. then this morning we went to gateway hotel to meet up with him. cos my aunt and cousin keep saying he v shuai so my mum was v excited lols. hahas. actually i also want to see how shuai he is lah. then early in the morning met him at the hotel at 10am. he is really not bad looking lols. but abit shy though. hahahs okay but the happy thing is that i GOT NEW CLOTHES. WHOOOO~~
okay after meeting him. i went to jiamings house. i was the first one there. abit paiseh so early go ...then he was playing games then i was using the other com. then they came. and we started doing. this meeting was quite productive, so im happy. im happy that everything seems to be quite normal le. wahhahas. but we shall cont to see if this will cont. must rmb full of promises for the future. :D
hmm then do until quite late. 5 plus then took the bus home. before we took the bus... the sky was an overcast. i was praying for it not to rain. cos i didnt bring the umbrella. but in the end. when it was abt to reach my stop... the thunder god not happy ....then sent down droplets of water. > :
i called home. but cos they were busy so i had to run home in the rain. so cold. but seeing the clothes on my chair cheered me up. :D:D wahahs
now got abit flu flu.. >< haiz. nvm today shall sleep with the fan. i hope tmr will recover. wahahas. okay bye bye world.
Friday, September 18, 2009 ♥ 5:30 AM
so now . in the blink of an eye, one week has already passed. this week is such a gloomy week. really, it seems like everything is going wrong. like evryone is upset about something or worrying over some issues. this includes me. haiz...never was i so affected before. it takes time i guess. it takes time for us to heal. and i really hope that we would. forgive the mistakes that are made, forgive and forget. i can only tell myself that. people always change.
but what im glad is that i have great family and friend that gives me neverending support. i really appreciate it v much. v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v much.
i felt v touched when they tried to cheer me up. and really bad when i was feeling down and all i can managed was to give them a tiny smile to assure them. it feels really bad when someone is affected by your mood too. yah. so i shant display my unhappiness next time. be happy and everything will get better. yah. so nobody will see me sad anymore. .____.
phew. we can now finally take a break from school. cos theres a long weekend ahead. hope to be able to make this weekend a real useful and productive one.
your're gone. never the same again.
悲哀是应为你不在~
Monday, September 14, 2009 ♥ 8:18 AM
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. damn sians lah. i want us to get good grades. i really do. i guess its part of my fault too...cos i sugested this too late. everything may be too rush for everyone. but i really hope we can do it. ._____.
we are nearing the end of the years alr....op is even coming up. i hope everything will turn out better. i know we can do better than what we are doing now, much much better, just hope that all will cooperate. i want to find back the mo qi that we had initially. D: if it is possible. i dun even know wad happened in between...
okay. first day of school wasnt really great. have to stay back to do the pw thingy. then until 8 then reach home.hahas. so tired alr, still must do econs. wed still got math test. Z: from now on i will reach school damn early. i think i will be the earliest or the second earliest hahas. have to walk through the dark dark route..not v dark but quite dark lah. hahas. well...i dun want to take bus leh. cos later must take alone. and might miss the bus somemore. :S the thought of being late for school is scary.
i intended to sleep at 11. but now. its close to 12 alr. means tmr i may have a slight headache for the whole day again. okay nvm. for pw. i will sacrifice. so please quickly accept lah.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....nothing to say alr lah!!! booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!
Saturday, September 12, 2009 ♥ 7:52 AM
okay now. i realised the thing was alright all along. -.- the stupid blogger preview bluffed me... nvm. WAH HAHAHHA IM SHOOO HAPPY. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D im done with changing my blogskin. woohhh!!!
oh..i forgot to say tmr is the last day of holidays. >< you know i actually thought that school will only reopen on tues. cos mon is a hoiday too...how i wished. nope i realised nope nope nope. its the next week mon i think. i hope. ....
okay many things happened and i didnt blog abt any. hahas. ....hmmm i shall blog according to my memory. from the most recent to the most not recent bah.
okay... the most recent class outing was to JM's house for lunch. :D his cookings are damn nice!!! really. esp the fish. and the cake and ....so much more. okay heres the picture to show you: looks so nice right. it taste damn good too!!! hmm...we went his house to play. and watch the career thingy. but we didnt really do much with it. cos it wasnt really interesting. hahas. the girls ended up watching ponyo. and the guys kept playing online games. (those damn violent type) ohyah. before we watched ponyo...we went to play hotel 626 out of curiosity. IT WAS SO SCARY. its like suddenly the girl come out. and all... heng i cannot remember the scenes heng. i was like sitting right infront of the com lor. anything appear, i will be the first one to see. hahahas. but it was quite an experience. we finished the whole thing although we skipped alot of rounds. xP yeps, then ard 2 jiaming have to rush to tm to meet his frens so we have to leave his house and go other place. as usual we took damn long to decide where to go. in the end took a bus. then on the bus, we decided to go safra.... coincidentally, the bus did stop at the safra. so we went there. well i didnt play bowling, cos i didnt feel like. sorry ar. then we played pool. IT WAS DAMN DUI LIAN AND FUNNY for me. cos i was like beginner, hence i didnt really play v well. but i missed when noone thought i will... cos yx was like helping me support. ( he even said his fingers turned red due to the friction alr. lols paiseh. ) i will nv forget this part!!! lols. everytime i think abt it, i will laugh at myself. hahas.
okie....next...was buying beatrice's present. oh we went to jiamings house for lao beaa's belated bday celebration. yah..okay. hmm went tm to buy her presents as usual. .....oh i drew a v nice card for her. :D:D:D this is the front ^^
this is the back (:
okay. ehh ehh ehh.. i think i will post until here bah. cos damn tired alr. the rest i will update the next time. if i rmb. (: oh HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAF!!!! dun be sad cos we nv go out today. we will make it up for you the next time kays. >< haiz. i shall jiayous jiayous jiayous for promos. yes!
tomorrow will be a brighter day. (:
我就这样被你征服~~喝下你藏好的毒~~
♥ 7:45 AM
okay. i decided to change my blogskin to this cuteeeeee one. however there seems to be something wrong.. >< like the whole thing at the left side is not aligned properly. ...nvm im gonna take a break and then go settle. ZZZZZZ wah i took damn long to change the skin lor. haiz. but this one really damn cute.
ohyah. now is sep holidays..... gonna school reopen soon. -.- im not looking forward to it though. ZZZZz promos coming leh.!!!!
hahas. my friend came today. dun really feel v good. hahas. heng its the hols no need do tiring things. well, nowadays i keep daydreaming and stoning.... stupid lah. i should really try and concentrate on the important things.. yeps. :D:DJIAYOUS JAC.
well well well.. i shall go check on the thing again. ahahhhh. driving me crazy. @_@
