okay this is going to be a long long post. i think. first let me start with what happened during our presentation on thurs. it was our second OP presentation, first one after the promos. Mr Ho was our assessor that day. two days before the presentation, he was saying that he will give critical comments and give us very difficult qns. this somehow made me quite nervous before the presentation. moreover, i was very worried abt the presentation method we are going to use. it was using the IR pen. and we have to control the slides ourselves. i was worried that we wld be distracted from this presentation style as we have to control everything ourselves. however, some of the grp members seems to be okay with it. so i thot it will be alrite. HOWEVER, just as expected. problems occurred during the presentation. Firstly, we took very long setting up the whole thing. cos its quite a complex thing. i can tell that mr ho's patience was wearing off,as the time goes. secondly, when naf was presenting as the first speaker, she already have trouble clicking the thing from the screen. although rest of her presentation went okay. BUT, when it was my turn. it was when the problem shows. DAMN OBvious. somehow, i cannot change the slide AT ALL!! i was so scared and didnt know wad to do. in the end i had to turn for help....it was damn screwed. so in the end, he had to help me change the slide from the com....the impression he gave was like, it was our fault for not being able to use the tech. also him changing the slide wasnt of much help cos he didnt know my slides at all. thus the slides does not correspond to wad im talking at all. all the time, i see mr ho shaking his head. i was feeling so pissed. then it was yx's turn. the most absurd thing was that halfway through his presentation. he stopped changing the slides for him after the wii remote dropped from the stand. i really dunno what he is thinking. in the end yx had to change the slides himself. after we saw that, naf went to help him. while he sat there -.- dunno doing wad. well, so the presentation goes on. when it was his turn. he sat down there and presented. -.- all i can do is -.- --.-- stupid la. haiz. so of course the comments were bad. but it wasnt as harsh as i thot. maybe cos mr ho was too disappointed in us. after the presentation, he just packed his things and left w/o saying a word.
so we went to edit our wr. from twoplusthree to six plus. in btw we told mr tan wad happened and all. yeps. so after that we went to katong with the other grps to print. as we heard that it was better or cheaper to print there? in the end, i rather not go there. we spent SO MUCH TIME THERE. simply to get everything rite. okay first. we were damn suay! we printed at the wrong shop and in the end, the wr came out with uneven borders. it was unacceptable. we called mr tan and asked. then in the end. we had to bargain and talk through with the shop auntie. she looks as if she is going to beat us up and even sweared. it was quite scary. heng our gp got yunqi and naf such ppl. lols if not we wld have to pay so much for sth useless. but we also paid extra for the black&white copy. so we went to print at the other shop. by the time. another grp came and in the end they printed first and there was no prob. we thot our first print in the second shop wad okay. we even walked down the escalator before the other grp realised the pages were coming off. this was due to the mistake in punching the binding holes too near the side of the page. that time it was alr 8 plus. so i have to call my mum again, it was alr the 4th or 5th time i called her to say i'll have to stay later. in the end we waited until 10 plus, the printing wasnt done yet. then, my mum called and she was really angry. i really had to go alr. so we left before the wr was printed. me and sherry shared a cab. and we waited for more than 20 mins for it to come. then when i reached home. my mum misunderstood me. she thot i purposely delayed to come home. so in the end. i cldnt take it and broke down in front of my dad. it was uncontrollable. seriously, all the water just came out. it lasted for more than 30 mins i think. hence i had swollen eyes today. -.- damn ugly. haiz. but now i feel much much better. seriously. well maybe not alot. but better better. then mum was angry at me. but i told her all the things that happened and she was able to understand. i love you mum. :D actually she got worked up at me. is cos she was worried abt me. i realised. now i really feel that family is so impt when you need someone to support you. it really matters alot, when someone tries to understand you and help you to think thru it properly and calm you down when you are at a lost. it really gives comfort when my dad and sis hugged me. i felt the warmth. the feeling really sucks when misunderstandings happens in a family. cos they are the ones who will always be there for you no matter wad. thus i really felt so glad that the misunderstandings were cleared today, when i told them everything that happpened ytd.
and wad was the most stupid thing is that. we have an economics proj!!!!! and initially, we had to decide on the groupings ourselves. when everyone decided to stick with their pw grps. this is when i felt terrible. i dun wan!!!!! >< >< den in the end went to request ms wong to group us into groups. this is only fair. the rest agreed before we asked her. in the end i was v suay. arranged to rubbishbin grp. -.- henng yx swapped with me. now im relieved. no more stupidppl. hope these ppl will learn their lesson. but i bet it will take them a lifetime to do so. we can only learn from this experience. jiayous!! we must move along. yeps.
i felt really stupid. last time i even thot it was sad that our relationship turned out this way. now, i dun really care anymore. i alr gave up. i just want to get it over and done with. yes.
